Someone to act like they are actually taken. someone who will give him their all. Someone who's not up his ass all the time. Someone to give him a little space, relax and enjoy time... Diss eachother, laugh, not take things too seriously... but knowing that there's things she cant and shouldn't do.
He is a controlling freak of a guy. He's so unrealistic in what he wants from a relationship. Talking to him I've gathered that he expects his girlfriend to not talk to any other guys, and expect their world to evolve around him. And I don't care. He is the most unhealthiest type of boyfriend you can have. And I want him. I would do it all for him, without a doubt.
It's coz he's so scared of falling in love. He's scared of having it chucked back in his face. And I don't blame him. Love is the only emotion that can elevate you and then drop you just like that. After what I've been through in the last year, I know why he's scared. I couldn't imagine hurting him.
This is crazy. This break away from uxbridge was meant to make me forget my feelings for him. FML. Why the fudge do I want him so bad? This is Insane. I'm going to go to bed. WTF????